i still feel like shit and..

I. DESERVE. NO. SHIT.

a quote from agnes mummy.
"ASSUME= ASS U ME"

i get it since the moment she said it. i hope you get it to, now that I SAID IT.
this time round, i wont give in so easily like always. this time round, no one except myself can make me feel guilty. this time round, pacifying me wont do.

get this clear. not just anyone can pacify me.
we've one wk till we see one another again. we shall see.